Addicted~Germany x Reader

I'm so addicted to
all the things you do
when you going down on me
in between sheets

        Stop. I want it to stop. I know at this point I'm only hurting myself and (y/n). This relationship is just based on makeups and thats about it.
It wasn't always like this, there was a time when that thing was in our relationship. What’s that thing called again? Love? Yes, thats it. We used to have that. I think we still do, but right now only lust fills our hearts and minds.
    “Ludwig,” she pants. Oh how I love to hear her voice. I love knowing that its only me that can make her this way. But I know this won’t last if we continue this way.
 
    All the sounds you make
   Every breath you take
 It’s unlike anything

    While her hands start to roam my body, I start to rock to a steady beat. I have to admit the sensation of her skin against mine is unlike anything else. The way she continues to caress me, it just drives me wild and I can’t help but express it with everything I have. As I thrust with more force and speed, she throws her head back and moans with pleasure. It looks  like  my actions drive her wild as well. She starts to attack me with kisses. “Ngh, (y/n)”

     How can I make it through
    All the things you do
   Theres just got to be more
   to you and me...

   After this, I’m going to fix this. I’m going to make it right. As we ride out our climaxes, I kiss her passionately. I want, no NEED her to know I need her more than anyone or anything.  I pull out and she pulls the sheets and turns to her pillow. No, not this time!  We are not going to act like what we did is shameful. What we did was out of something more than lust. I grab her waist and pull her close. She seems surprised, but still smiles and caresses gently the arms that embrace her. We stay like that for awhile until she turns to face me. In the moonlight coming from the window, I can see why I’m  in love with her. Wait love? Its still there? Its still there!! Yes, I do love her. I push aside some stray hairs and in the process caress her face. I can’t help but smile while admiring her beauty.
   “ What’s so funny, Luddy?” I haven’t heard that nickname in a long time. I missed that, I truly do.
   “Nothing, I...”, my mind goes blank when I see the gleam in her eyes. I smile wider because now I know I shouldn’t regret anything right now.
   “Luddy?” I bring her lips to mine. She smiles into it, but disconnects our moment. “ Wow, its been awhile. Ludwig, I think we --”
   “ Do you want to get married?” I interrupt her. I swear I know I’m always misunderstood  as a serious guy, but in this moment I couldn’t be more serious. Her face of shock and disbelief makes me nervous, but her mouth contorts into a smile. Her smile grew wider and she begins kissing me all over my face. We rolled around kissing each other until we fell down, dragging the sheets with us. We laugh out loud and I have to admit she looks pretty sexy right now. I notice I’m straddling her, but I don’t want to return to the vicious cycle. I peck her forehead and lay down right beside her. Yeah, that love is still there. It  never went away. She scoots closer and tangles her delicate fingers with mine.I turn to wish her good night, but find her sleeping peacefully. I pull her onto my chest and slowly close my eyes.

   Its unlike anything when she’s loving me,
     when she’s loving me.